Something afraid

I don’t like the feeling while my friends singing a birthday song to me. It’s really awkward although this is not my first time celebrating birthday with friends.

For me, this is just like the feeling while presentation.

Actually I think I'm afraid of everyone put focus on me.

I know I'm really not confident with myself but I really don’t know how can I solve this problem.

I always think of what will people comments on me.

I know…Maybe I should not care about what the others think about me.

But I really could not stop this thinking in my mind.