Drive because lazy to walk? or Lazy to walk caused by drive?

Today I went campus earlier to avoid park my car too far from campus but finally I parked my car near Domino’s.

I grumbled about I'm so tired to walk so far with bringing laptop under dazzling sunlight. Moreover, I went up to the stairs of third floor for two times today.

In fact, I'm walking to school everyday when I was studying secondary school.

I almost forget about those years I walk everyday even I’ll run while rushing on time.

I'm wondering why I become so lazy? Because I became a driver?

We’ll park at most nearest parking lot to avoid walk from far.

Actually we already drive a long distance help to walk less, shouldn't we walk more just for exercise purpose?

in a comfort zone

I expect today will having an unpleasant class so I'm being depressed mood almost the whole week.

I afraid and expect something will happen, but actually It didn't happened.

That’s what a funny thing.

Sometimes, I feel I've forgotten to bring something. But normally there is nothing I have forgotten.

The real forget is you won’t actual remember what you have forgotten.

Perhaps it is just because we aware something will happen, so we’ll do more preparation than we think we’re inside a comfort zone.

It always happen while I'm confident in certain subject, but usually those subject I will get the lower mark than the subject I'm afraid with it.

Theory is just theory

These few days, I prefer to watch the drama "Dear Father" at TV and do my work in the same time.

I already finished watched this drama, so I no need to focus on the story of drama.

While watching this drama, I can easier to relax myself. After I started university life, I feel stress while many assignments come together.

Many things changed after university life started.

Everything doesn't happen like what I had expected.

I care about my result although I know this is not the most important thing but I couldn't control myself.

Just Try my best and accept the result?

I know the theory but I couldn't apply it.

Something afraid

I don’t like the feeling while my friends singing a birthday song to me. It’s really awkward although this is not my first time celebrating birthday with friends.

For me, this is just like the feeling while presentation.

Actually I think I'm afraid of everyone put focus on me.

I know I'm really not confident with myself but I really don’t know how can I solve this problem.

I always think of what will people comments on me.

I know…Maybe I should not care about what the others think about me.

But I really could not stop this thinking in my mind.